I"M NOT ONE (A. Molloy)

It's so hard to look at you
When I feel so fuckin' good
And just knowing I can't reach you brings me down
On the day that you were born
You were 17 years old
And I lost my mind just following you around

I'll build a swimming pool for you
And I'll let you use it too
And you'll let me dry you off when you get through

What I really want to do
Is have a lot of fun
I'm not running after you
I'm sure not hurting anyone
Last time thought of you
Lying in the sun
How am I supposed to live
When you're not here
And I'm not one?

I walked with Cindy late last nite
And that made us feel alright
But we both knew it was better with you there

And we talked about some places
That my parents used to take us
And remembered how it felt when you still cared

And I'll play guitar for you
And I'd let you play it too
And You'd let me kiss your face when you got through

What I really want to do
Is have a lot of fun
I'm not running after you
I'm sure not hurting anyone
Last time thought of you
Lying in the sun
How am I supposed to live
When you're not here
And I'm not one?